December 2009
53 posts
you laugh at the thought of me thinking for...
Dec 31st
HAHA
i just found this. and i love how blue my eyes are. but why do i look like i want to kill someone? i look so angry! and i more than likely wasn’t.
Dec 31st
because he's amazing.
my boyfriend drew all of these. he’s so talented. snow white he drew for my best friend’s birthday. drew this for school? won an award. amazing. this is ink. not sure how he did it. it’s beautiful and a picture of him. because he deserves all the credit in the world for those. haha. we look like a bunch of losers in this picture, but that’s why i absolutely...
Dec 31st
2010.
i’m hoping will be a great year. i want to do things i’ve never done before. i want to keep the friendships that i have. i want to learn new things. travel places. do everything i possibly can. i want to lose the weight that i put on in the last year :( there are SO many things i am looking forward to this year. i cannot wait. so i work 3:45-8:00 ish? who wants to go to the zoo new...
Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
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kicked out, again.
my mom kicked me out of my house the day after christmas. 2 in the morning. whatever. i honestly think i’m better off without her. a lot of people say, “how could you say that about your own mother?” they clearly don’t know her all to well. i’ve put up with everything from her for far too long. and if she doesn’t want me, so be it. i’m done. and...
Dec 30th
gotta love the holidays
amazing boyfriend. without him, i would be nothing.
Dec 26th
thanks ice. for completely freezing over my car. i had to clean it off, twice! UGHH. Tomorrow i am going to my uncles. Haven’t seen my dads side of the family in a while since my parents got divorced. Even though that was about 5 years ago. I miss having EVERYONE together. I mean, they are better off apart but i miss the way things used to be when everyone got along :( So. Christmas eve and...
Dec 24th
lots of gift wrapping tomorrow. i’m thankful all my shopping is finally done however. i don’t think i could handle another day dealing with all these insane people driving! not looking forward to this. haha. i love buying gifts for people and seeing how happy they are when they get them. but i HATE wrapping gifts. i’m not good at it and it frustrates me. GRRR. maybe i’ll...
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
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you think after living in chicago for so long,...
but  no. since they can’t do this..i found absolutely nowhere to park at the mall. because people couldn’t park in the lines? they cleared all of the snow last night. there is NO reason for this. i also got rear ended. thanks winter. and thanks people who shouldn’t be on the roads.
Dec 23rd
what kind of best friend are you if you can't tell...
Dec 22nd
tell me something :D
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Dec 20th
a star up in the sky, a poem to the dead let this...
Dec 20th
Dec 20th
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Dec 19th
i'm still awake;
and i have absolutely no idea why. i have work tomorrow. i’m going to be so incredibly tired. but i cannot seem to fall asleep. i have issues with sleeping. it takes me forever to fall asleep and once i do, i wake up at least twice a night. the only times i have EVER slept through the entire night are when i was on vacation and i was lying next to my boyfriend. maybe because i felt safe?...
Dec 19th
watching tv, this is entertaining?
I avoid some people on purpose I’ve cheated I’ve thought about cheating I hate the way I look most of the time I actually like the way I look most of the time  I’ve been swimming in an ocean  I’ve been swimming in a lake I have siblings I have pets I’ve been on vacation recently I love meeting new people I am insanely shy I’m on a sports team My best friend is a boy I play music (flute, piano,...
Dec 19th
Universal Truths
alossofcontrol: robertvincenttt: mariamisshort: 1) Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones. 2) At the end of every party there is always a girl crying. 3) One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronised with a complete stranger. 4) You’ve never quite sure whether it’s ok to eat green crisps. 5) Everyone who grew up in...
Dec 19th
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formspring.me
ask/tell me anything :) http://formspring.me/nicki
Dec 18th
buy this for me
i switched to verizon and they wouldn’t let me keep my phone. i had to buy a different one because they don’t use sim cards :( i’m so upset. i miss it. and i want this for christmas! i also wasted a good 500$ to start my own account and to purchase a new phone. PISSED. grrrr.
Dec 18th
formspring.me
i’ve been wanting a new piercing but i can’t decide on one. any ideas? http://www.formspring.me/nicki
Dec 18th
ask me something. →
Dec 18th
because the wind is high, it blows my mind
i love this movie. i love the beatles. enough said.
Dec 18th
Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that...
stephy-pee: can’t make a wife out of a whore, don’t want your skin on me.  senses fail. favorite band ever. :D
Dec 17th
a little bit about me
Personality Traits. Here is a list of quirky personality traits! Bold what applies to you, strike what you can’t stand. I always announce when I have to pee/use the bathroom. I won’t eat my food if it touches a different food. I will not blow my nose in front of other people. I put my feet up on everything. I say hello to everyone I see. I have a tendency to make everything awkward. My mind...
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
SO
my internet has been down the past few days. but not much has been going on. just working, made gingerbread houses with my love :) and ashley. pictures up later.
Dec 17th
Found this, taste of chicago last year?
I love this picture. I think it’s adorable. Unforunately i lost all the rest from this day because i have a different phone and my memory card is all fucked up. Taste of Chicago is amazing though. Everytime i go i try something different. And there are SO many different things to choose from. It’s incredible! Kind of expensive though =/ but hey, it only happens once a year. So...
Dec 10th
bold the truth.
iamsamazing: sarahthevampyrslyr: little-acorns:sammmmmmmm:reversethechemistry:xdarkling You cannot stand pop music. You have 1 sister. You are an only child. You have brown hair. You have blond hair. You have red hair. You have glasses. You wear contacts. You like TV more than movies. You don’t talk on the phone often. You like to shop. You like “emo” music. You are tall. You are short....
Dec 9th
I'm so pissed off
babbaloo: it’s quarter to 5 in the morning and i’ve woken up with the ball gone from my monroe piercing, the bar is 1.2 and the rest of my others are 1.6 so i can’t even use a spare ball because it’s to damn big Now i’ve lost it i’m to fucking paranoid to go to sleep, fucking hell i know the feeling, this has happened to me multiple times with my industrial and belly button ring. once while i...
Dec 9th
This was my home for a week, i wish it still was.
View from my bedroom :D private beach in florida.
Dec 8th
December 7th
I am looking forward to this again :) i love seeing him happy. he’s everything in the world to me. no one in my life has ever cared about me nearly as much as he does. i would do anything for him. anything. first snowfall. i’m not excited. i am looking forward to making an igloo, sledding, and an intense snowball fight. that’s about it. it can melt after that!
Dec 8th
read & reblog.
loveyourchaos: snowyinclines: seejacblog: defonce: nakedundermyclothes: itsnothingpersonal: everyone, i know this blog is usually me just whining about my views on things and how much my life sucks or whatever, but i want to be serious for just a minute. i want to use this blog as a tool to get word out there, in whatever way i can. so i’m going to ask all of my followers to read and...
Dec 7th
Chili
just what i need right now. however, i wish i was in new mexico. theirs is SO much better. all of their food is fantastic out there. and i bet it isn’t NEARLY as cold. :( work again in the freezing cold.
Dec 6th
I would LOVE to live by the seaside
toothpaste: sushankbastola: toothpaste: (via sushankbastola) i live literally next to the beach, is that the seaside? i can see wales if its a clear day ew wales. i joke. as ifff, where i live it’s getting boring! yeah i live on a peninsular it’s sound ;) i have the beautiful gorgeous liverpool just through a tunnel so it’s always fun fun fun ;) i wish i lived by the sea too :( i live...
Dec 6th
I'm cold, sleep deprived, and i'd like some coffee...
Dec 6th
Dec 6th
10 things i hate about you
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes me ryhme I hate the way you’re always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way you’re...
Dec 6th
Dec 6th
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this is what every state is like
forthefame: hellyeahitsjonas: vintageginger: emzzallison: livetoinfinity: chiodos: Alabama: uninhabited  Alaska: thanks to chiodos i know there’s no penguins there Arizona: iced tea Arkansas: uninhabited California: rich people/wannabe rich people Colorado: snowboarding Connecticut: only white people live there Delaware: you’re not relevent to anyone go away District of Columbia:...
Dec 6th
This is what is going to get me through work today...
I work 4-9 at the zoo today. Chicago is FREEZING in the winter. This ought to be fun. I understand people like looking at the christmas trees that we put up…but the animals aren’t even out anymore at night! We shouldn’t be open this late!! Thankfully i have a heater in my booth :) And something to read. I don’t know why, but i absolutely love this magazine. I should...
Dec 5th
It's been a while ;
but i haven’t had much to say lately. Things have been up and down. One of my best friends is pissing me off and she doesn’t even care. I don’t think she has ever cared. Oh well. Have you ever wondered what it would be like to not have taste buds? No i haven’t thought about it. That would suck though. Do you ever wonder if the person standing next to you is a virgin or...
Dec 5th
PUT IN BOLD WHAT YOUR GUILTY OF. sound how most of...
toothpaste: yubdumbass: teresamarietard-: gemmablud: O1. Smoked. O2. Drank Alcohol. O3. Cried when someone died. O4. Been drunk. Tipsy. O5. Had sex. O6. Been to a concert. O7. Gotten or given a hand job. O8. Been verbally or sexually harassed. O9. Verbally or sexually harassed somebody. 1O. Been asked to give a blowjob. 11. Felt someone up or been felt up. 12. Laughed so hard something...
Dec 3rd
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Snow.
Is one thing i am not looking forward to this winter. That is all ANYONE is talking about. “omg its snowing!!” …it isn’t even snowing here yet. Are they on crack? Haha. I think it was much more enjoyable as a kid. You went outside, built some forts, had snowball fights and then came in for some hot chocolate and a blanket. Now its just like you have to worry about starting...
Dec 3rd
Best movie ever? Yes.
I quote this on a daily basis.
Dec 2nd
This made me laugh
I found this online and have realized that a lot of these are completely true. It was a “You know you’re from illinois when…”. It’s kind of sad. And people always make fun of us because we “talk funny”, well guess what? So do you. I definately would love to live somewhere warm however. Like Arizona or something, New Mexico. Or somewhere overseas, which...
Dec 2nd
Happy Birthday
To my puppy Jake. I absolutely love him and i wish he was still here. :( He would be two today. Unfortunately my neighbor is a douchebag and ran him over. I try not to dwell on it too much because it hurts. But he is such an asshole! He didn’t even apologize. He just laughed. Like thats fucking funny? I don’t think so. Anyways, he was an amazing dog. And i miss him. A lot. So happy...
Dec 2nd